I tend to avoid exposure to people who have hurt me, I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust, admire and love the wrong ones sometimes. I was hopelessly in love and was completely blind sided when my life took a hard right when he went left. you lose faith in humanity when someone you thought was perfect turns into a beautiful immaculate illusion...makes you wonder how real we all are. I was slapped in the face with reality, a thirty minute "how are you" conversation sent me into a downward spiral of what ifs, He will always be my one... or will he? its hard to confess to myself the feelings that i once had for him. I was forced with the decision . do i leave? do i stay? some things are unforgivable. in this case being alone was the better option.
Bleh.
Choking on these words
You can leave now
Oh haven't you heard
You can leave now
We stand there like statues from different cities
Both warriors of the same war
Both victors of our territories
Why do I feel so small?
Oh you've got it all figured out
What will be will be
Fine work from a sailor's hand
Who's always running away
In between all your complex ideas
Found out how love should be
When you get the time to feel anything
Anything real for me
Oh you've got it all figured out
What will be will be
Fine words from a sailor's son
Who's always running away
I don't want your sympathy
Don't quote me another phrase
I understand all your philosophies
But it hurts me just the same
